Day 15: 10 things that make me awesome

Hello to everyone reading this post. ^^ I don't want to go into self-pitying mode right now but I recently just flunked my virtual class test and I really don't know how I'm going to get an A in the class. I've been trying to learn from the textbook and online but it's just not working. Math and my brain just doesn't click together. I can't understand the concepts from the textbook, and it takes me FOREVER to find a resource on google (because I don't know what keywords to type in.) Basically I'm just a dumb mess.

But yeah, that's just kind of my explanation for if I seem kind of down in this point. Even if it says 10 things that make me awesome, I can't even think of one. I feel so weird, so different, but not in the good, different way; in the way that society is leaving me behind to rot like a spoiled vegetable.

Again, I apologize for being a downer. >.<;; Let's get on with this tag.

1. I'm Asian. Does this count as being awesome? I do...kind of like my heritage. I love my family too so this is a bonus.
2. I have black hair. I generally like dark hair so I don't really have complaints about my hair. It's weird because I think most people my age want to dye their hair some rainbow color. xD
3. My hobbies/interests. I like the fact that I have my own interests and that I haven't (entirely) given up on them yet.
4. My smile. Is that conceited to say I like my smile? I don't usually smile a lot, so if you see me smile, or even grinning ear-to-ear, it means I'm truly happy. My eyes crinkle a bit in the corner, which I hate, but it adds to the factor that my smile is genuine.
5. Loyalty. If I decide that you're my new best friend, I will stop at nothing to defend you. Also, if I owe someone anything, I will definitely make sure I pay them back. I really don't like feeling obligated.
6. My imagination. Consciously, I think I hardly have an imagination but when I'm dreaming, my mind creates some pretty wicked stuff that makes me wonder in awe if I was even capable of weaving a story in my dream. Like, seriously, my dreams are awesome. Too bad, I forgot most of them once I wake up in the morning though. :/ My dreams are like storybooks. They have their own characters, story, and setting. It's pretty darn cool. They also inspire me to write stories about it. But, again, I never end up writing the idea in my dream because I don't remember enough or it just didn't light a flame in my writing heart.
7. Okay, this list is getting pretty hard so I'm going to stop here.

I encourage everyone to try to write down 10 things about themselves that they like! :) It will definitely uplift your spirit.

I hope you have great day. (Sorry if this post was written very childishly. I need to enhance my vocabularly and writing skills.)